3:33am

i received an email today. and i don't know how to respond.

and a song that came on shortly after:


love me, love me
say you do
let me fly away with you
we are creatures of the wind
wild is the wind

give me more than one caress
satisfy this hungriness

you touch me
i hear the sound of mandolins
you kiss me
with your kiss my life begins


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so much going on. i want to know how he is. i want to know how his cat is. how his new life is. what he's been doing. i want a hug. hahah. i get an email and i'm immediately hoping for a hug. and he's not even close, anyway. i could hardly breathe. what do i say? nothing?

(this heart's on fire)