unassisted happiness.

60 hour weeks...

i think it's all just mellowing out. all coming down to nothing. there is little that i want that i don't already have. there is little i would change that isn't already changed. it feels good to be leveling out for a second. i am seeing the opportunities and recognizing where i can let go. i'm beginning to think i'm really happy here :)

there's still someone on my mind. and i dono what i expect. nothing. but something. directions, perhaps.


don't i hold you like you want to be held?
don't i treat you like you want?
don't i love you like you want to be loved?
and you're running away
and what's your name?
like i'm in the way
and wasting too much time