it's amazing how flexible i have become in yoga. i mean, i started out super flexible. and this awesomely passive aggressive person i used to know kept indirectly suggesting that i needed more strength to go along with this flexibility. i think i somehow took this to heart, because since then i have become twice as flexible and between the amount of biking and swimming i do, as well as just using my body because i have it available to use (i mean, seriously. why sit all day when you could be walking somewhere or biking into Manhattan just to eat mochi in Union Square?) i have become pretty capable.
it's weird how a few indirect comments have actually impacted me more than direct criticisms. direct criticisms make me spiteful. i will actually quit if you tell me i am a quitter. apparently being passive aggressive is the way to go because although i'll secretly hate you because very little actually gets by me, i'll also secretly be making unconscious decisions towards fixing the suggested problem. or maybe it was just the person it came from. i dono. it's not like i was consciously thinking "okay, must do push ups so that i get stronger" or "must practice daily" ... no. somehow it all just worked out that now i do push ups and situps because they are appealing. hahaha. 6 months later. eh. some things take time.
i should get sponsored to bike and do a documentary on biking. hahaha. hmm.. how could we make this happen?
(i dono if i can make it another winter in the cold.)
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