Thursday, December 24, 2009

things i shouldn't say...

but i will. (confessions of a 23 year-old girl after too much sake)


top songs that explain my life right now and why:

*the ataris - i.o.u. one galaxy (would you be my best friend (if i offered you my heart) because it's already yours)

this song... means so much to me. always has. it just seems to capture how i feel all the time, and people just don't seem to believe me - i've offered my heart, it's yours - please, take it. no strings attached!


*lagwagon - violins (so why you wanna be there? when you could be here? you are slipping away)

so many people all over the place... if we really wanted to be together, wouldn't we be?


*jimmy eat world - clarity (wait for something better, will i know when it can be us? wait for something better, maybe that doesn't mean us? wait for something better... )

should i be? i dono. maybe. or maybe "this time it means us"? this song used to be my go-to in 10th grade. came up again just recently and really made sense. never stopped loving it.


on another note... i have no idea what i'm doing or what i originally wanted to say. maybe say that i'm confused over many things and dono where i'm going... do i need to streamline? (are you a distraction?) or should i keep waiting, looking to what's already there... i could be in San Francisco (if we wanted to be together, wouldn't we already be?) or i could.. just be here.




(maybe i'll just be here.)


the only voice i want to hear is yours.

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